A couple of months ago I read a really good article by a mom who’s baby had been in the NICU for several months. I wish I could find the article again, but a friend shared it with me and she can’t find the link either! This mom explained what it was like to have a baby in the hospital for so long, her experiences and her life during that time.
On thing that really stuck out to me from that article was the concept of time. When your baby is in the NICU, time is totally different. All your days are centered around visiting the hospital. When you are there its like this special different time zone where you don’t even have the same concept of time as you do when your in the outside world! It’s like when you go to the movies in the middle of the day and you walk outside and you are surprised it’s still light out…that’s what its like every time you leave the NICU! During that time Carter was in the hospital it was like every single thing was centered around the timing of going to the hospital, nothing else mattered (and it shouldn’t, really)!
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| Carter sleeping in the incubator. He was in here for about half the time, until he could prove that he could keep his temperature up on his own without the heaters. Then, he was moved to an open crib. |
Carter was in the NICU for being born early with low birth weight. They said at birth his nostrils were flaring, which is supposed to be a sign of trouble breathing, but he didn’t have any trouble with it after that night so I think that part was ok. He was given an IV with food to help bring up his weight and he slept in an incubator for the first few days.
Being a mom in the NICU was just so different than anything I had expected to happen. It just felt wrong, like this is not how it’s supposed to happen, this is not how it’s supposed to be! Every day I left there thinking I had not spent enough time with him. Every morning I woke up, fearful that some terrible thing had happened to him overnight. Every time we went in there it seemed like something new (bad and good) had happened. One morning we walked in and he was under the UV lights because he had become slightly jaundiced. One morning we got an email saying he had had a brady episode (apnea which leads to severely lowered heartrate) which thankfully turned out to just be a typing error by the new nurse who was working overnight. Every day we hoped to walk in and hear the good news that he could go home soon, but it seemed like there was always “something.” As you can tell, it was very stressful
And he was only in there for about a week, I can’t imagine how those parents whose babies are in there for months can deal with it!
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| Carter hooked up to his IV. He was given food and fluids through it for the first couple of days. |
Going into the NICU is a big process. You had to remove all your jewelry and wash your hands under scolding hot water for a minute. You cannot touch your phone or camera and then touch your baby without first washing your hands again. Only 2 visitors were allowed at a time and only the parents are allowed to hold the baby (at least at first) and then it was never as long as you wanted!
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| Here you can see his tiny heart monitor. |
Thankfully we were only there for a short period of time and were able to take him home after a week exactly! He got his pictures taken, passed his car seat test and we were ready to roll! I remember feeling almost guilty when we were packing up all his stuff, smiling, putting him in his “take home” outfit (which was newborn sized, but still huge!) and seeing all the other little babies in there, still stuck in “baby jail.”
Despite the hard time though, we made it through and it is only a memory now! Carter is 7 months old, always smiling, learning to crawl and sitting by himself!
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| Carter with daddy in the NICU. |
Aww, he was so teeny! Glad everything is ok with him now! And wow to having to wash your hands after touching a camera or phone. I mean, it makes sense but wasn't something I had thought about!
I can't even imagine…NICU parents have all my extra hugs, and NICU nurses are such special people! Glad he's doing OK now!
Awwww, my son wasn't in the NICU with his giant 10 lb self. But his collar bone was broken during the delivery. That was nothing compared to the days that followed. We had to go back to the hospital via the ER. We had to stay three extra days just for jaundice and dehydration and a bunch of tests. Everything was okay, but it was scary. I was able to stay with him. It was a military hospital they had plenty of rooms so they just let me have one even though I wasn't a patient. That was the coolest thing. I'm so glad I didn't have to leave an come back each day. I know someone right now how is going through that. Her twin were born to early. One of the babies died after a couple of weeks. The other is doing better but there's still that "something" everyday, good or bad. It's heart wrenching to hear the stories of what people have to go through. ~TALU
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sure many moms can relate and appreciate this most stressful time. So glad he's doing well at 7 months…my little guys name is Carter also…I just love it…you don't hear it too often! New follower here!
What a great post! So happy to hear how well your son is doing. Thanks for linking this up with the TALU!
Thank goodness your little one didn't have to stay in the NICU for too long. My youngest son spent about the same amount of time in the NICU – he was born 10 weeks early. I can relate to it just feeling "wrong". Being able to take your little one home and hold and cuddle them on your own schedule is such a wonderful feeling. ~ TALU
Oh gosh I can relate to all of this! My daughter was in for only a week too but it felt totally wrong (couldn't agree more on that!) and it felt like an eternity. So glad to hear how well he's doing now! 🙂
What a precious little boy! So glad he's doing great now! Thank you for linking up and sharing your story. 🙂